I think that I'm going to need that cigarette now...
Sorry that I am so snappy
I am just drinking less now.
Choose a strain and I promise I would choose you.
Know the shame and I swear I don't deserve you.
I think I went crazy when I put down the wine.
Nothing is more scary than a lucid mind.
My ode to you.
If Only I could find a way to pay the rent, I swear I'd be gone.
"Why do you have to act like that always..."
That's what she said.
My God.
"Why you have to act like that always..."
I want to be moved...
I want to be overwhelmed...
I want to unpredict.
I cannot express, nor ascertain
my mind.
If I could stay in sensibility and understand in real time.
Those pages that were filled with overwhelming truth of my life.
Witnessed yet bystander, to those that make us crave to exist.
Only in memory I knew.
Only in memory I know
now.
The pages on new trees that whispered my secrets.
Closed doors only we know.
Moments only we witnessed.
If I had known.
Present.
I would be.
My mind now aches knowledge and lacks impulse
content.
Quiet screams I whisper...
Deeply.
As much one can feel.
As much as one can move
As much as one can be overwhelmed.
Let me be moved.
Strike my breath from record.
Once I saw you in my dreams...
Color me gold
And I saw the unseen
Pity me now
And don't say that I'm green
Screams in my chest
Oh I know it's obscene
Darlene
Come
But don't get me stoned
Carry my footsteps
I'll guide you home
Love me now
and promise me peace
My heart is a bullet
of all I can't see
- T R U V O N N E
